Day 7 - It's getting better. Happy Easter

Down 4.2lbs in 6 days!

Yesterday was 1000 times better than the 2 previous days. The cravings and constant hunger were gone. It's like I've made a breakthrough in my recovery. It came out of nowhere. I was actually happy yesterday. I played in my makeup and did a little online shopping. It was fabulous. I'm excited beyond belief.

I was reading my Facebook feed the other day and saw someone mention their breakfast (oatmeal and strawberries) then they added a little blurb at the end... See, eating healthy doesn't have to be hard. Okay, I was deep in my withdrawals when I read that and got super duper pissed off. I hate that patronizing tone some people have when it comes to food, weight and exercise. 

If I were to bust out some Macroeconomic and Microeconomics models and say. "oh, come on guys... That's easy!"

You would look at me like boo boo the damn fool. Well, it's easy for me, because I have a degree in Econ and studied it thoroughly! So for me, yes, it's easy. For someone that hasn't studied it... Not so much!

The same is true for healthy living. If you've grown up and lived a life of unhealthy living, then eating healthy and exercising is NOT that fucking easy.

Just like I've studied Economics and it's easy to me, I need to STUDY healthy living and break a lifetime of bad habits before it becomes easy! Period. Point blank. End of story! I don't know why people think that healthy living would be any different.

If you've only learned bad habits, then naturally you'll need to break those and LEARN new healthier habits! And you can't snap your damn fingers and make it so. It is a LEARNING process. So go sit somewhere and be still with that bullshit!!!

Okay, let me calm down, I was in a very peaceful mindset, but I just had to go there. I'm just being real.

Well, TOM has pulled out another dirty trick from his bag. His flight has been delayed and he's decided to take a much later flight than normal. I still know he's coming but not on schedule... I hate it when he does that.. He's been doing that alot more since I've been losing weight. I used to set the clock to his arrival and be pretty accurate, but now, he's acting like a little bitch and coming late one month and early the next... Bastard!

Anyways, I'm looking forward to my last 3 days on this plan. Weird to say, but it's the truth. I didn't think I'd make it this far and now that I have... I'm taking it all the way to the bank...

Happy Easter!
♥ Shaundra